I’ve always known this time would come, especially after last year’s news; yet I was hoping against reason…
I was hoping there would be much more time, I was hoping I’d get to talk much more, I was hoping time was not an issue…
Here I am today, feeling the pressure of this impending doom, looming much too close for comfort…
Somewhere in my heart I know or rather I am hoping against all odds, I will get to hug and talk and kiss and say goodbye one last time…
I am hoping for two full weeks filled with little nothings, hoping for tiny moments my heart will treasure later on…
In the meantime, tears often flow on the sides of my cheeks in frustration and sadness;this time I am learning not to stop them
I am learning that this hopelessness is making me stronger even if at this moment I am so vulnerable…
[…] dark abyss has been whispering my name every day for a long while now. Its tempting call lures me into thinking I belong there. I know better though as I remember the […]
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Feeling sorry for you </3 sometimes writing your feelings on a piece of paper makes you feel better don't know why!
Hugs :*
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Blogging has helped me on so many levels the past few years…Writing part of what’s going on in my life is definetly a huge help. Thank you for commenting Monica
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I agree 🙂
Keep writing stay blessed 🙂
And it’s moniba :p
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I’m am so sorry Moniba…What a beautiful and original name, thank you for correcting me…It won’t happen again 🙂
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It’s completely okay 🙂 and that means a lot
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I am glad 🙂
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[…] New projects arriving my way helping me forget put aside, what I do not wish to remember […]
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[…] to talk my heart away with a couple of friends and already feel better for it. In the end I hope everything will be alright so I just have to remember to trust…and let it all […]
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[…] I was hoping…. […]
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appreciate you sharing your journey!
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Thank you 🙂
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Sending more hugs to you… xoxo
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Taking them all in Kelly, thank you xoxo
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So sorry for your pain and tears…sending you peace and hugs. The tears can cleanse. Thinking of you.
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I am remembering after so many years of holding them back how cleansing tears can be, Donna. thank you for your thoughts
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Sending big hugs your way Anyes. xoxo
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Feeling them and so grateful Vicky thank you xoxo
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Sending big hugs to you, my friend.
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Grateful for those hugs Soonie xo
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Heartfelt hugs and caring.
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It made me feel a lot better to write it out somehow, Soosie. Thank you for yo9ur kindness xo
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(((((((Anyes)))))))
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I need this hug, thank you Alison and Don
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Thinking of you…
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Thank you Deborah xo
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i am sorry for all the weighs you down.
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Thank you Honey xo
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